It’s been almost seven months and why can’t I get it into my thick skull that you can’t expect a person to act the way you want them. To instill all these attributes, to conjure a memory that never was, none of this is helpful.

Where’s your self respect man? You deserve better than playing Mr. Safety. Why waste the limited time you have on some girl who wouldn’t care if you’re around the next moment. Until you want better, you’ll get what you have asked for; idle in stagnation, road to nowhere.

Remember when you gave a damn? How things were never that bad, and you were always able to overcome the obstacle? It’s not too late.

Do what you have to Malik. Now.

Faithfully leaping through obstacles, fear, love.
Opportunity’s cost is our greatest expense.

What must it take to prove the future,
Certainty is un. Unforseen. Unknown. Unconditional. Understood.

Faith. It’s roots deeper than the seeds of Adam. Err is indeed our genesis.

Pride swallows us whole. Prevents us from truly loving. To give ones self up. To be brought to nothing for faith, for love is the self actualization of our souls.

Love. Wholly. Completely. Unconditionally. Is what I have to give. Dare I ask for it in return.

Humility is a gift. It’s prevalence minimal.

At the verge of fail. Approaching the border of eternity. I look across the landscape and see…

Now it’s raining. Hahahhahaha.

tickling the neurons that were half dead from the sm_ke,
waking slow, tired, stiff before the jolt.

It sounds like someone is trying to pick a fight.
What he wouldn’t do to get out of this place

att_empted progression is a frustratioN,
rRegression is causing ill-icit anticipation

How much longer do I put up with this mockery,
How much farther to I get pushed before I fall

Off the cliff, off the ledge, off the edge
of the universe,
my insolent attitude is becoming perverse

provoked by a demon from the depths of hell
he will crawl out of this desolate shell

and emancipate the weak, the burdened and the abused
to put this all to rest so that only one will lose

only one

only one…

You have the freedom to practice what you believe, to say what is on your mind (yes, you have that right here in America, and so do I), be friends with who you want to, live your life the way you want to. Please don’t take these freedoms for granted. Yes, you have the right to criticize your own government, but don’t do it at the expense of patriotism. Be thankful for the tolerance in the society that we live in.

Before you scold your children for being “Americanized”, know that the American Dream is why you are here. Know that this Americanization in itself comes with the blessings of independence as well as the realities of independent culture. You want to be able to enforce your conservative beliefs while at the same time practicing your freedoms. Yes, America will allow you to do this, but please don’t condemn others for wanting to practice their liberal beliefs. They have the same freedoms that you do.

I see too many immigrants take refuge in America and then have the audacity to talk trash about this wonderful country instead of giving back and contributing to its success. We cannot withstand any more leeching. It’s hurting us in more ways than one. This country was built by immigrants who were devoted to giving as much of themselves to this country as possible. All they wanted in exchange was their freedom. I encourage today’s immigrants to do the same.

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